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Sighz...today is a bad day for me... Nothin to do wif lessons, cuz they juz mayb make up a speck of my attention... Not that i hate trainin, i luv it..juz that it makes me feel that im stale, not progressin at all n that im good at nothin.. Well, dun tell me that im not bad at studies, cuz im not..even if im relatively gud at it, it doesn't make me feel i've accomplished much.. Mayb chinese is 1 thing im proud of, but not many know Xcept for mayb my family who knows what i read.. Heck...
Sigh, anywae... Some things juz ain't destined for me to have, but doesnt mean i wun try n train.. Man, i dun like myself soundin so serious..cuz im not exactly serious all de time, but this time i think i m... Did i say "i think"? man i stil sound as crappy as ever, but sigh..pple dunno when to believe me... (Can some1 piss me off so i can let it all out? Hate it when pple say im quiet n wateva... Hafta do it bfore i get hold of somethin called a gun or somethin..)