Never before

Never before...

If u see de date n time of this post, u'll know tt i've juz reached home frm chalet..even i find it abit fast of me to b on de com... But hmm...for once i find it more satisfyin bloggin than insert de TFT cd...

It feels reali weird, not a feelin i ever had bfore after de past 3 wushu chalets... On de way home i was actuali on de verge of tears, n when i reached home i found my tears actuali flowin..i rmb myself havin teared twice in my china trip, cuz on two occasions i had to part wif relatives who showered great care even in de space of juz several days, furthermore it may b de first time we even meet...

Well rememberin last yr's chalet, de bunch of us were already lookin forward to this yr's cuz last yr was indeed fun n this yr's would oso b de last for some of us.. Anywae this chalet turned out to b diff frm what i wanted n expected..though i keep mentionin "organiser" n stuff, i dun reali blame 'em for anythin...it's like sth juz ain't rite... It's not reali bout not bein able to get along wif de juniors, in fact we're quite a bunch as well..but when no senior turned upp for de bbq it felt like omg what's happenin..n of cors jiao lian as usual dao as oso heh...

Hmm now i feel totally outta place at home, very not used to de loneliness and silence of bein at home..nomatter how sian it was at chalet, i miss every moment i had in this chalet n de past ones...