How...

Shack...

Hmm today i feel reali drained, dunno why... Anywae, i dunno whether to go trainin tmr..frankly i feel kinda scared, cuz i very long nvr go liao, and is like...aiyarh dunno how to say, juz scared...

Today is uber sian, now i've got de prob of whether to go trainin tmr.. Rite now as i'm typin this, i'm drinkin vodka... Not that i'm exactly depressed or somethin, juz that i reali feel shack... Went back CHS, well it was fun to see 'em always givin such a warm and enthu welcome whenever i go back, though i go back quite frequently, thx u guyz i appreciate it... But then i stil feel very lifeless wherever i go, for today at least...

Ok don't bother readin on cuz there's nth else... Lemme enjoy my vodka... If anyone wanna come talk me out of jumpin, don't bother too cuz i love life too much to die...