Real bad

Past and Present...(wtf it spells PAP)

How nice this hols been... Not reali been meetin my schedule of goin toa payoh study everyday, or at least when i can... Not reali been goin out much with pals and stuff, partly cuz some are in NS... Not reali been doin much of what i'm supposed to...

Ogay, i dunno what's de main topic here..and i dun care... Sigh, feel so anti-social..first i din go class outin at sentosa cuz i was kinda sick, then tues din go gatherin, this time i dunno why... Sigh, i feel like i've got no motivation to do anythin... Recently i feel my past creepin into me... Okok, this ain't some horror movie... I mean i feel de love for football suddenli crawlin back to me... Not cuz de world cup, im not one of those who likes football juz cuz some big event's comin up...

But de thing is, no one to play with... Still remember pri sch, i used to kick everyday durin hols for at least 3 hrs... Even school terms i kick 3 hrs a day on weekends... Sec 1 and 2, de biggest reward after de last exam paper was street soccer... Those days were fun... Sec2 that time everyday after school meet seniors in library dunno doin what, until jo finish his AEP... Everythin fun was sports, trainin also fun although tough, after trainin either football, bball, bowlin or sometimes pool... Okok i admit sometimes we juz slip to united square and play RA2, damn fun lah that game...!!

Now leh, whole day stay home look at com, last time it was a luxury...now, it sux... Like i'm dead or somethin... Oh ya de most sian part now... With a father whose a teacher, life juz sux to de core... It's already quite bad when he pesters u for one subject, it's (excuse me) fuckin sian when he even gets two of his frenz in de SAME SCHOOL to pester me in two other subjects.. T_T...

Now i truly understand de 1mba slogan: Life's a dick. When it's hard, fuck it.