Comp

Failure

Yes it was bad, for me... I have only myself to blame... I felt so drained, so lousy, so weak... 8.33 is definitely not enough...

It was so damn diu lian...especially in front of juniors, both jiao lians, and lastly my mum (now she's gonna really look down on me and my wushu, there's only one word that i can say, i shan't say it)... I feel de juniors catchin up real fast on me, it's like they've caught up with 8 months of trainin while i was stagnant or even went downhill... Of course, wushu will have no hope if juniors don't overtake seniors, but at least i've gotta improve as well...

Hmm now i juz gotta focus on gettin promoted, then can start trainin...well i can train at home before studyin actually...

Sigh, why is a blog so troublesome... Sometimes there's stuff that's goin on in ur mind that u want people to know but again it's these stuff that u don't really want everyone to know... So what should be done? Juz don't take a blog too seriously... I'm even omittin de words that i wanna say but too crude to some, wtf...