lost and unfound

Lost and unfound

Ok now i'm totally feelin fucked... I was already gonna publish my last angsty post and internet explorer hanged... Nice one... Ok i'm gonna re-type it now . . .

Why is my life so screwed up? It's bad enough i'm gettin owned by results...then why is it that here i am losin money? It's not even been a week since i dropped my wallet on de bus home, and today i lost another $14...and this time i'm fuckin sure i didn't misplace it, if i did, i'll slap myself... Now it's a grand total of $17 + EZ-link + LanLab membership card lost + lots of random stuff in de wallet... Wtf wtf wtf, de $14 includes a $10 i juz put in last nite...if not i wouldn't be so damn pissed... t(-_-t)

All these loss of money better bring me somethin gud, like gettin me gud promo results... Ah fuck it, i rather i didn't lose all those cash and cards than gettin gud results...as long as i get promoted...

To readers of this blog, forgive me for de language... U would feel equally fucked if u were me...
Is this what they mean by " 生活就像被强奸。反抗不了，就享受吧。" Rite now, i dun give a damn...