Well my dear bro, that was one hell of a good scoldin... Since my english, which is included in my sukkok studies for that matter, ain't as powerful as yours, i shall juz try puttin things straight in my own hopefully legible english..or perhaps chinese, if u understand... Plus, i'm puttin my work aside juz to post this, after trainin under ur former coach 林国庆教练 if u still rmb him in ur lower sec days... I'm kinda shack now but still this feels more impt...
Hmm first i clarify that what i said was indeed explicit, and i was really pissed off when i posted it... But de thing is, i'm not targettin mum for anythin she's done..i juz get pissed off when someone says somethin that he/she may not b able to accomplish... Everyone knows everythin is easier said than done, but how many abide by it? I would react de same way to anyone..
Ok now... I'm a soft-hearted person, if u knew after all these years... Yes i morph into an asshole when i get pissed off but alwaes after i get angry with parents, i cry to myself... I alwaes tell myself i should never allow myself to soften after each time i get pissed...but i've never ever succeeded...
每当看见爸独自一人对着四墙空想、叹气，冥冥之中我会不禁地心酸；即便是一日前的怒火也不知从何烧起，任何对自己许下的诺言都化为乌有。对妈亦是如此。面对自己的心软，我只有哭。泪水是不需要在大家面前落下的。
习武，让我了解到：看似简单的，可以很难很难。这教了我为他人的处境着想，也教我在批评别人前照照镜子。所谓“先审己，而后度人”，就是这个意思。这句话我从小学便铭记在心。我少言少语，不代表我莫不关心；话多的人，通常是会说不会做。
自尊心强是我的弱点，我无可否认。可是，每次被训后，眼泪与尊严一齐落下。我不曾公开宣战，只有默默地遵从父母。若不是如此，我早在几年前就消失了。当过运动员的你应该不会忘记当时被父母威胁撤出龙舟队的感受。白痴都能知道你在低声咒骂；也许我是那个白痴吧。一时的愤怒和不敬是人人都经历过的，那么为何不能让他人表现一下人性反应呢？敬爱父母我一向重视。
“先审己，而后度人”。切记。切记。
Hope u understood de chinese part, i can post an english translation... Well i respect u for ur strong stand against me, and i know ur reasons for doin so... That's why there hasn't been any fucks in this post... And pls remember what u learnt in wushu, if u still care..i believe 林教练has instilled much more...
Hmm first i clarify that what i said was indeed explicit, and i was really pissed off when i posted it... But de thing is, i'm not targettin mum for anythin she's done..i juz get pissed off when someone says somethin that he/she may not b able to accomplish... Everyone knows everythin is easier said than done, but how many abide by it? I would react de same way to anyone..
Ok now... I'm a soft-hearted person, if u knew after all these years... Yes i morph into an asshole when i get pissed off but alwaes after i get angry with parents, i cry to myself... I alwaes tell myself i should never allow myself to soften after each time i get pissed...but i've never ever succeeded...
每当看见爸独自一人对着四墙空想、叹气，冥冥之中我会不禁地心酸；即便是一日前的怒火也不知从何烧起，任何对自己许下的诺言都化为乌有。对妈亦是如此。面对自己的心软，我只有哭。泪水是不需要在大家面前落下的。
习武，让我了解到：看似简单的，可以很难很难。这教了我为他人的处境着想，也教我在批评别人前照照镜子。所谓“先审己，而后度人”，就是这个意思。这句话我从小学便铭记在心。我少言少语，不代表我莫不关心；话多的人，通常是会说不会做。
自尊心强是我的弱点，我无可否认。可是，每次被训后，眼泪与尊严一齐落下。我不曾公开宣战，只有默默地遵从父母。若不是如此，我早在几年前就消失了。当过运动员的你应该不会忘记当时被父母威胁撤出龙舟队的感受。白痴都能知道你在低声咒骂；也许我是那个白痴吧。一时的愤怒和不敬是人人都经历过的，那么为何不能让他人表现一下人性反应呢？敬爱父母我一向重视。
“先审己，而后度人”。切记。切记。
Hope u understood de chinese part, i can post an english translation... Well i respect u for ur strong stand against me, and i know ur reasons for doin so... That's why there hasn't been any fucks in this post... And pls remember what u learnt in wushu, if u still care..i believe 林教练has instilled much more...
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