Double Digit

I'm officially a double-digit fighter now... But de excitement isn't that great... It's been a long time since i last had a good genuine laugh... Sometimes i really do wonder if i was cursed with some kind of aura that makes those around me and myself lifeless, silent and at a loss for words... And sometimes i think i don't really have to wonder anymore...

Sometimes it seems much better to do things without thinkin too much... There isn't much to lose, in fact there's much to gain it seems... I think that's why a mouthful or two is good, cuz you don't get to think as much...