Juz wanna say sorry to de person who's de last straw, whoever it may be - someone i really respect, someone i like, someone i hate, someone i look up to, someone whom i don't really know, someone whom i meet all de time... It's not that i really hate you, besides those who fall into that category, it's juz that i feel it comin, i feel de straw wanderin somewhere in this world, carried by de wind and when de time comes, it will fall so lightly like a feather yet send de sandcastle crashin down...
Even while sittin on de bus, readin a book or listenin to music, i get "violent" visualisations - some verbal, some physical... It's nothin new but recently de monster was shaken awake again... Laziness, unkept promises, takin things for granted, no wakin up of idea, dunno when to be serious - i keep tryin to have selective sight but they juz keep appearin right in my face...i'm not sayin i don't commit those mistakes but since i'm that bad already, i simply can't believe there are so many others equally bad or even worse...
These visualisations are unhealthy i know, but they bode somethin, don't they? All de tolerance i've trained up, all de smilin V for Vendetta faces i've been puttin on, all de trivial behind-de-scene thoughts i've put into my actions...i juz hope i can keep them all till de day i get burnt to ashes... Because when someone rips de mask off Jigsaw, i dunno how many games he'd like to play and how many life lessons he'd like to teach...
楷书、隶书雅观却容易且时常被人挑毛病，那么是不是当初就该写狂草？
These visualisations are unhealthy i know, but they bode somethin, don't they? All de tolerance i've trained up, all de smilin V for Vendetta faces i've been puttin on, all de trivial behind-de-scene thoughts i've put into my actions...i juz hope i can keep them all till de day i get burnt to ashes... Because when someone rips de mask off Jigsaw, i dunno how many games he'd like to play and how many life lessons he'd like to teach...
楷书、隶书雅观却容易且时常被人挑毛病，那么是不是当初就该写狂草？
肖邦用心思带来动听的韵律，台下的牛却毫无体察，那么当初是否该演奏？
5 comments:
somehow this post leaves more questions then it answers. who;s erm last straw? lost.
sighz don't worry loss of self control happens to us all. well if you can spot the loss then it's not utterly gone yet? guess takes time to readjust. on the other hand so when are YOU FREE? come down buona vista for lunch
eh seems like people don't really understand my post, so maybe it's my bad, but then readin it myself i still can't misunderstand it... so question is, who will de last straw be, and not who is it...
heh i've adjusted and re-adjusted and re-re-readjusted too many a time, if not there won't be a purpose for this post hor...
eh or rather when YOU free to come town or ang mo kio for lunch haha... aiya see how, i know commonwealth foo centre got some nice food... dunno when i'm endin my job also
AMK IS SO FAR MAN. Yes come commonwealth. And bring light to my lunches!
Well it isn't senseless just that it seems like a very introspective post that you probably have to be the writer to fully comprehend what you are driving at?
Well don't have to edit la. just let it be?
wah very jialat, my adjust n re-re-readjust become interpreted as editing my post, of course i don't edit my posts to suit other people...
100% destructive interference, out of phase etc...
heh bring light to your lunches? want me to walk on water and turn water into wine? =D or want me to buy over suntec =]...
light is in those who understand, young obiwan
to seek to guide is that of a true master. YUP i'll like to order one mega church please. on the house ok!
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