38.5 degrees
Not blogged for quite a long time - 4 days... Been busy with goin to de cisco course everyday and spendin about 12 hours out of home...
I don't like regrettin decisions but i can't help it when i got to know i was put into de wrong class of full-timers when i'm supposed to be with de part-timers... It's a wonder how this kind of shiat always happens... And yesterday i fell sick, been a long time - reached 38.5 last nite - that's why i'm not goin for course today, and de test is on sunday..and btw, part-time class takes it today T_T... I've heard how easy de test is but when all this shiat is happenin, i juz got a feelin that i'm gonna flunk it as well... And i don't even know if full- and part-timers got different criteria...
Never mind..if i flunk it i juz gotta get de hell out of de place and get another job... Army in about 2 months' time and i don't exactly look forward to it, juz like eveyone else... And 'A' Levels results in a few weeks, but that's become so distant it doesn't have much impact any more... Maybe i should learn from boon and juz go trainin everyday - more enjoyable, more healthy, more fulfillin, more everythin except money...
I remember sayin that it's fun and flexibility of de job over pay... Then what de hell am i gettin this cisco thing for, i really dunno... I hate myself for jumpin into jobs without thinkin much... Well maybe it's about gettin accustomed to de job..so shall juz wait and see... Anyway de cisco thing ends on 25th, and maybe start work after CNY, so to hell with it, juz endure 2 weeks of 12-hour shifts (freakin long heh)...
Not blogged for quite a long time - 4 days... Been busy with goin to de cisco course everyday and spendin about 12 hours out of home...
I don't like regrettin decisions but i can't help it when i got to know i was put into de wrong class of full-timers when i'm supposed to be with de part-timers... It's a wonder how this kind of shiat always happens... And yesterday i fell sick, been a long time - reached 38.5 last nite - that's why i'm not goin for course today, and de test is on sunday..and btw, part-time class takes it today T_T... I've heard how easy de test is but when all this shiat is happenin, i juz got a feelin that i'm gonna flunk it as well... And i don't even know if full- and part-timers got different criteria...
Never mind..if i flunk it i juz gotta get de hell out of de place and get another job... Army in about 2 months' time and i don't exactly look forward to it, juz like eveyone else... And 'A' Levels results in a few weeks, but that's become so distant it doesn't have much impact any more... Maybe i should learn from boon and juz go trainin everyday - more enjoyable, more healthy, more fulfillin, more everythin except money...
I remember sayin that it's fun and flexibility of de job over pay... Then what de hell am i gettin this cisco thing for, i really dunno... I hate myself for jumpin into jobs without thinkin much... Well maybe it's about gettin accustomed to de job..so shall juz wait and see... Anyway de cisco thing ends on 25th, and maybe start work after CNY, so to hell with it, juz endure 2 weeks of 12-hour shifts (freakin long heh)...
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