200ml citron
Hmm by now i think i can touch my heart and say that, i deserve at least a place in sispec..shan't say de reason, lest it hurts anyone... I've never really liked to compare with others - usually juz feelin a little sore and keep quiet..but this time, i juz wanna let it out...
Ok come back... Dunno whether to ask about it at de new unit or juz carry on with life there once i report on monday... I got de feelin they won't be very willin to do anythin about it and that's why i'm thinkin twice about hittin de nail... De reason why i've been so affected by it is quite obviously cuz it's gonna affect me for de next 19 months... Goin to sispec: yeah there's de rank and higher pay but for me it's more of de variation cuz there's de 6 month trainin and leavin 13 months of so-called "workin life"... Well of course de other choice has its own colours but de main advantage is that i most probably will be able to train (wushu)...
But then again, now i can't be sure i'll have de time to go train...but one big consolation is that de new camp is at yishun, which is more accessible and nearer to bedok and home...
Heh up to this point, i don't really know what i've been writin... Guess i have to go relac one corner and clear up my thoughts... 6 months ago, i had 200ml of absolut citron, now i still have half a flask to go...that sums up really well how this half a year has been for me... 2 years of school life definitely felt shorter and jollier...
Hmm by now i think i can touch my heart and say that, i deserve at least a place in sispec..shan't say de reason, lest it hurts anyone... I've never really liked to compare with others - usually juz feelin a little sore and keep quiet..but this time, i juz wanna let it out...
Ok come back... Dunno whether to ask about it at de new unit or juz carry on with life there once i report on monday... I got de feelin they won't be very willin to do anythin about it and that's why i'm thinkin twice about hittin de nail... De reason why i've been so affected by it is quite obviously cuz it's gonna affect me for de next 19 months... Goin to sispec: yeah there's de rank and higher pay but for me it's more of de variation cuz there's de 6 month trainin and leavin 13 months of so-called "workin life"... Well of course de other choice has its own colours but de main advantage is that i most probably will be able to train (wushu)...
But then again, now i can't be sure i'll have de time to go train...but one big consolation is that de new camp is at yishun, which is more accessible and nearer to bedok and home...
Heh up to this point, i don't really know what i've been writin... Guess i have to go relac one corner and clear up my thoughts... 6 months ago, i had 200ml of absolut citron, now i still have half a flask to go...that sums up really well how this half a year has been for me... 2 years of school life definitely felt shorter and jollier...
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