1.5

Been thinkin how to go about gettin my army stuff before book-in and how so much time is gonna be wasted doin it... In a really bad mood, not de kind whereby you get pissed off easily, maybe a bit emo but more of de kind which you hope you could juz sleep or do nothin and forget about everythin in this world... But then it gets on your nerves more when you know that if you do that, you don't even get to go home on friday, which equates to i hafta do it afterall...

Anyway, yesterday was quite a packed day... Mornin went for bball, played quite well but juz for 1.5 hours or so..then went for de 33rd HCwushu gatherin at science centre cuz wayqi is flyin off to australia soon to study law..all de best to you and may you complete Portal before flyin off haha... Then rushed to macritchie for a run with lihui...never expected myself to run+jog for so damn long - 1.5 hours with a little walkin in between, anyway it was cool explorin de depths of macritchie/island country club/thomson... Then at nite went Dbl O with lan, kc, jy, jonah... Not say i wanna say but it's my first time in a club and it may well be my last... I went there juz for de experience and ended up juz drinkin - think i would rather do it in a pub or even at home =]...

Then came this mornin and yeah, please refer to paragraph 1... Right now i juz wanna go play soccer, get tackled hard like eduardo and stay out of you-know-where for de next 1.5 years... Yeah in de past i would have looked at de person in de mirror and called him a wimp, but now . . . It's not really due to where i've been posted to cuz i know it juz takes some gettin used to, but it really disrupts alot of my plans and chances to train and yeah, i dunno how to put it... Anyway, time should be able to draw away all these and i juz hafta wait it out..it may be de best and perhaps longest endurance test to prepare me for future trainings...