Reason and Result
It's been almost 4 months since i enlisted... It isn't a very long period at all but i can already see quite a change in myself - not in personality nor character, but one in my level of humour and de ability to niao people and make them laugh... It's scary really, cuz you've been livin with it for so long and now you realise that 4 months in a different place (not exactly very different cuz it's still within singapore) have robbed you of most of it, and you know there are 18 months to go and you can't imagine what you're gonna be like at de end of it...
Yeah i can feel de brain degeneration thing goin on...and readin books in camp is supposed to help, but it juz reminds of how much i can't think anymore cuz i take quite some time to get what i'm readin... I do hope it's juz de depth of de book that is de reason and not de result of dyin brain cells...
I got a feelin today is gonna be a damn sian day... **
It's been almost 4 months since i enlisted... It isn't a very long period at all but i can already see quite a change in myself - not in personality nor character, but one in my level of humour and de ability to niao people and make them laugh... It's scary really, cuz you've been livin with it for so long and now you realise that 4 months in a different place (not exactly very different cuz it's still within singapore) have robbed you of most of it, and you know there are 18 months to go and you can't imagine what you're gonna be like at de end of it...
Yeah i can feel de brain degeneration thing goin on...and readin books in camp is supposed to help, but it juz reminds of how much i can't think anymore cuz i take quite some time to get what i'm readin... I do hope it's juz de depth of de book that is de reason and not de result of dyin brain cells...
I got a feelin today is gonna be a damn sian day... **
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