Hmmm....
Now for de weekly rant, that's why i'm here again... Haha nah, nothin to rant about, which is good... De past week brought back a tinge of course-time-feelin which was about one year ago, how time flies... Been sleepin very early these two days, as early as 4+am and 5+am but it's ok, all in de name of catchin up with old friends, friend, friends...
Been havin quite a lot of luck at de mahjong table these days, i'm not complainin... Well i atrribute it to luck since i'm born so humble =]... Heh they say 赌场得意，情场失意, well i'm not gonna go too much into that haha, in case people start havin wild ideas and start questionin and consolin me about stuff that isn't even existent... It's farni though, to see people's enthu comments on facebook when someone's status changes...
Ok been ponderin quite long, actually it's a continually repetitive processive, over university applications - where i should go for undergrad first, whether i'll ultimately stay local when everyone is askin me to fly overseas, what's de most economical and academically beneficial and most importantly my most preferred move... Hmm i still can't really say, although i must say i made a huge albeit simple progress by identifyin de few unis i'll be targettin... But there's also de weight of stuff over here that i dunno whether are worth lettin go for those comin years and whether things will change when i make my return..or whether i can still sustain things from where i would be...
Well i've got several months to get things settled, and please don't tell me not to wait till de end of these several months...cuz it can't be helped, from my personal belief... Of course, no matter what decision i make, there will still be a result, juz a matter of positive or negative..but also, things may be much easier if i don't fly...
Hmm i dunno why i wrote in such a style so alien even to myself, somewhat so formal as compared to de norm, or rather my norm... All i can do is pray that i made de right decision in one year's time... Actually all of my life, i've never made decisions too wrong, not that they're really that great, juz that by acceptin whatever de decisions bring, they seem somewhat right...
Damn, i can't stand myself sayin all this weird shit...
Now for de weekly rant, that's why i'm here again... Haha nah, nothin to rant about, which is good... De past week brought back a tinge of course-time-feelin which was about one year ago, how time flies... Been sleepin very early these two days, as early as 4+am and 5+am but it's ok, all in de name of catchin up with old friends, friend, friends...
Been havin quite a lot of luck at de mahjong table these days, i'm not complainin... Well i atrribute it to luck since i'm born so humble =]... Heh they say 赌场得意，情场失意, well i'm not gonna go too much into that haha, in case people start havin wild ideas and start questionin and consolin me about stuff that isn't even existent... It's farni though, to see people's enthu comments on facebook when someone's status changes...
Ok been ponderin quite long, actually it's a continually repetitive processive, over university applications - where i should go for undergrad first, whether i'll ultimately stay local when everyone is askin me to fly overseas, what's de most economical and academically beneficial and most importantly my most preferred move... Hmm i still can't really say, although i must say i made a huge albeit simple progress by identifyin de few unis i'll be targettin... But there's also de weight of stuff over here that i dunno whether are worth lettin go for those comin years and whether things will change when i make my return..or whether i can still sustain things from where i would be...
Well i've got several months to get things settled, and please don't tell me not to wait till de end of these several months...cuz it can't be helped, from my personal belief... Of course, no matter what decision i make, there will still be a result, juz a matter of positive or negative..but also, things may be much easier if i don't fly...
Hmm i dunno why i wrote in such a style so alien even to myself, somewhat so formal as compared to de norm, or rather my norm... All i can do is pray that i made de right decision in one year's time... Actually all of my life, i've never made decisions too wrong, not that they're really that great, juz that by acceptin whatever de decisions bring, they seem somewhat right...
Damn, i can't stand myself sayin all this weird shit...
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